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"The least contaminated memory,"wrote Sarah Manguso in her magnificent meditation on memory and the ongoingness of time,"might exist in the brain of a patient with amnesia – in the brain of someone who cannot contaminate it by remembering it." Those contaminations, of course, are the very act of living, and slicing this paradox asunder is the double-edged sword of memory itself – something legendary neurologist Oliver Sacks captured perfectly in observing that we humans are equipped with "memory systems that have fallibilities, frailties, and imperfections – but also great flexibility and creativity."
But while psychologists have demonstrated that creativity does indeedhinge on memory and modern science has illuminated how memory actually works, its crucial role in our experience of stress, and why sleep is essential for its proper function, we remain mystified by its astonishing and often debilitating glitches. And yet these imperfections, to paraphrase Rilke, are the demons exorcising which would make the angels of our creativity flee in solidarity.
How to embrace, or at least making sense of, memory's necessary fallibilities is what Brooklyn-based Mexican illustrator Cecilia Ruizexplores with equal parts playfulness and poignancy in The Book of Memory Gaps (public library) – a collection of fourteen short, lyrical illustrated vignettes, each centered around one protagonist experiencing a particular misfiring of memory.
Although the characters are fictional, each of the micro-stories captures the intimate human experience of living with a real memory disorder – from face blindness (which Dr. Sacks himself has) to savant syndrometo cryptomnesia to Alzheimer's to various forms of amnesia.
Ruiz's vignettes are decidedly dark – even tragic – but undergirding them is a certain sympathetic wistfulness for those reality-warping and unimaginably trying conditions. At its heart, the book is a dual invitation to appreciate the mundane miracle of memory, the proper functioning of which we've come to take for granted, and to practice the art of moral imagination by learning to empathize with the invisible daily struggles of those experiencing life with a memory impairment.
We meet Pyotr, who has uncannily accurate memory and can repeat the song of a bird he heard years ago; Simon, the pastor who confuses the memories of his confessors for his own and anguishes over his borrowed sins; Nadya, who has never been to the ocean but has a vivid sensory memory of swimming in the saltwater; Alexander, who axes his piano and quits being a composer in despair over repeatedly writing music that someone else has already written.
Veronika was bad at faces but good with smells. She learned to make perfumes and gave them to the ones she loved so she might know when they were near.
Every evening, Viktor arrived home on the same shore, thinking that he had been at sea for months. His wife would be there to welcome him, though he had left that same morning. Sadly for him, his wife's excitement could never equal his own.
Natascha constantly has words on the tip of her tongue. She keeps feeling she is about to remember, but they never come. She spends her days searching for all of her missing words.
The short epilogue – a verse from Jorge Luis Borges's 1969 poem "Cambridge" – seals the book's conceptual splendor:
We are our memory, we are that chimerical museum of shifting shapes, that pile of broken mirrors.
Complement The Book of Memory Gaps with the strange psychology of cryptomnesia, a marvelous graphic novel about how the brain works, and a very different children's book playing with the concept of memory.
Funes the Memorious
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